Haven't update my *private* blog for awhile now, i'm getting lazier and lazier every single day...lolz! oh wellz, seriously, if you really wanna know what I'm up to, you should check out my Yahoo blog, coz that's the one that I spent most of my time with these days. Not that I dont liek this blog anymore, it's just that sometimes I'm too lazy to keep up with 2 blogs. same old lazy me. =)
i re-read my previous entry, and I did clear up my feelings these days. Some of my friends urge me to be more active in the process of "chasing" this guy, because he is tooo passive about EVERYTHING. But then, I think I won't be spending more time on him. And I do, have my reasons.
1st of all, I'm tired of making a fool of myself. 2nd, it's hard to keep up with someoen who hardly open up himself in front of anyone. I know myself too well that I know even if (and only if) we can make it at the end, I would spend a lot of time guessing what's on his mind..that's too much works in a relationship. He is not the type I want. Even I'm attracted by him now, I know I wouldn't make it with his super duper passive personality..I'll ended up hurting myself more. I have confidence that I can treat him as a friend but not someone that I should fall for. I still like him, but I dont want to like him anymore.
Sometimes I hate myself for being tooo rational. Maybe I need to find someone that can really make me lose my senses? lolz...
So, my conclusion is, I GIVE UP, the end.
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