Sigh...I'm doomed...

When out with someone today, it was a very nice date. I dunno should I called it a date or just gathering. Well~ we had lunch, movie and dinner...but we were just friends, and yet there're only 2 of us...i dunno~ I'll just called it whatever~lolz

I had a very late lunch with him, we were talking about everything and it was a very nice feeling. and I dont really wanna just leave after lunch...so I suggested we should walk around, and he ended up saying we should go watch The Ant Bully( which btw wasn't that good b/c the theatre we went didnt have the 3D version!!)

I have to admit that during the movie...I wasn't 100% focus on the story itself, i kinda realized that I'm sitting right next to him in the dark...and i can sense his breath and his warmth...and I blushed! for god's sake~Even when I went out w/ mr. TP before, I NEVER blush~!! I know I'm soo doomed...........sigh....><"

Afterward, we walked around in Time Square and went to Applebee for dinner...It was same as lunch, we just talk about anything that we could think of...and I couldnt control myself, I was smiling all the time (it's like..making a fool of myself..~_~""""") and it's very noticable that he had to asked me the reason of smiling all the time...x_x""

Today was the first time I spent a whole day with him, and it really got me to face my feelings. I never thought of him as the one that I would fall for, but ever since that stupid dream...I feel very bad of seeing him with someone else, I know I'm really falling this time, but to tell the truth...I'm not liking it...I dont really think I'm ready for anything yet...sigh...again...I'm doomed!