Insecure Talk

After my daily routine in the morning (clean, brush, and breakfast), all of the sudden I wanna revisit my old blog. And as I was reading it through my entries, I missed the old days. I'm not saying it like I'm 100 years old and "I miss the good old days!", but it seems like impossible to go back.

Especially when friends are leaving the country for good, and when everybody is trying extremely hard for the goals, I asked myself, "What the heck am I doing here?" I wanna be a more goal-oriented person. But I always wonder, how do others know what they truely want in their life?

Ever since I start working in the advertising industry, from time to time, I'll ask myself, "if this is something that I can see myself doing it 10 years later?" I have no answer to this question. I doubt if anyone can answer this question right on the spot too. I mean this field is extremely fun , but how long can I last in the same place? Some might say maybe I like/want more challenges, that's why I don't wanna get stuck in one place. But the truth is, I don't like to jump around, I like to settle in one place once I'm sure that's what I want.

Anyway, I think it's just the insecure talk right now. I believe anyone have experienced that at least oncein their lives. Let me see how long can I survive in this industry first. Hohoo...