New Format

Leadership team has been saying to re-structure the setting of each department lately, but for some reason, my department is the only dept that actually have the guts to say no to the new structure. It's not that we are super conservative and refusing to accept new ideas, but the new plan seems very off and unfair to my team.

I actually heard other department complaining about the new structure, so I asked "Why didn't you say something?" "It seems like they want it that way, what else can we say about this?" For the first time, I actually felt a bit disappointed to this coworker. I always looked up to him as a big brother of the office, and he always stands for what he believes in, I couldn't understand why he just gave up like this. Maybe the new setting doesn't affect them too much, that's why they can easily let it go.

We had a 2hr internal meeting, and try our best to come up with a solution, but it doesn't really help. I have a feeling that eventually we are all going to change to a enw format, so at the end, we just trying to improvised from the new setting.

Anyway, I totally forgot that the radio PA trip is this week. I'm not excited at all. It's just all about work work work...and some minor fun with the radio group. Boss is too cheap to pay for anything. Sometimes I wonder why am I still working for that bums.

Insecure Talk

After my daily routine in the morning (clean, brush, and breakfast), all of the sudden I wanna revisit my old blog. And as I was reading it through my entries, I missed the old days. I'm not saying it like I'm 100 years old and "I miss the good old days!", but it seems like impossible to go back.

Especially when friends are leaving the country for good, and when everybody is trying extremely hard for the goals, I asked myself, "What the heck am I doing here?" I wanna be a more goal-oriented person. But I always wonder, how do others know what they truely want in their life?

Ever since I start working in the advertising industry, from time to time, I'll ask myself, "if this is something that I can see myself doing it 10 years later?" I have no answer to this question. I doubt if anyone can answer this question right on the spot too. I mean this field is extremely fun , but how long can I last in the same place? Some might say maybe I like/want more challenges, that's why I don't wanna get stuck in one place. But the truth is, I don't like to jump around, I like to settle in one place once I'm sure that's what I want.

Anyway, I think it's just the insecure talk right now. I believe anyone have experienced that at least oncein their lives. Let me see how long can I survive in this industry first. Hohoo...