Ha....!

Ok, let's review what i did for the past 2 days~~ first, I went to Macy's on my spare time yesterday and FINALLY picked out a evening dress for my bro's wedding. I look super fat in that dress and decided it's time for my 2nd stage of dieting plan!! gonna take off at least 10 lbs before bro's wedding~ i wanna look nice o....!! heeeeeee...

oh, one thing needed to reminds myself, NEVER EVER walks into a department store without its map!!! I got lost inside Macy's ...hahaah~ and I was all by myself...I felt kinda funny that i lilterally got lost inside a HUGE department stores...Too ashamed of myself that I didnt wanna ask ppl for direction back to the ground floor~ XPP

Another side story about my bro's wedding!! AHHH~ stupid bro, he asked the "twins" to be his best men ar~!!!! they are really my "tin dik"!! how come i see them EVERYWHERE????? AHHH....he was laughing when he told me about this news..and he claims that me and the twins are indeed has the so-called "yuen fun" coz we keep running into each other's lives. oH pls stop this non-sense~ how can someone be SOOO POPULAR that I see their shadows EVERYWHERE??? pls let me scream before i go insane! AHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~

Okay, back to today's story. Me and Mr. Onion shared a splendid evening together. We studied together and had dinner @ St. Marks too. hee, he couldnt resist my curry katsu rice and he finally broke his own rule tonight...he has to eat off from my plate. lolz....seeing him doing that it's like watching a little kid trying to have a taste of other ppl's dishes...XP but he tried to be a mature young man in front of me, so he acted like he's a food critic trying out new dish. =P Mr. Onion mentioned I should go to Hk w/ him, so I can show him around in HK. It sounds like a joke when I dont even know where the hell is MK. muahahaa~ but i'm really thinking maybe I should take it into my consideration. hmm....think think sin la...maybe I dont even have time to die later on leh~ hohoo..

btw, typing in english is soo much faster than typing in chinese...no wonder I always put up more pics and type little in yahoo blog...XDDDDDDDD

Biu Goh, Ah Sim and Me Night!

I had a incredible night last nite. Me, Ah Sim and Biu Goh went to Mott for a 2 hour K after a day of recoding, it was fun when only us 3 doing all those crazy stuff. and this is where i realized biu goh dressed himself like a 'oi mai jai" today~ lolz...and i gave him a "oi mai jai dik bui ying" nickname when he walked down the stairs...lol...

After that, we went to this this incredible chocolate place in Union Square. My goodness!! It's a perfect place for us to have a big big delicious chocolaty dessert and some fun talk with Biu Goh, couldn't believe he's THAT funny...lol we took about 180 pictures in our 2 hrs chocolaty experience!! it's crazy!! muahaahaa...X) we had splendid time together and I forgot about the time to go back home. I missed the 11:30pm boat and it's suck that the next boat doesnt arrived till 12:30...Biu Goh suggested I should stay @ his place, b/c he live by himself and his gf is in HK...he even said there's no "Aunties" that I need to be afraid of...lolz!! me and ah sim thought that he was joking around b/c according to his "chin for", he's a super hau fa person. so I went to ah sim's house last nite.

And when I thought we would called it a nite when we got to ah sim's home, NO, stupid Biu Goh went online and we started the most interesting and funniest conversation in 2006!!! this conversation lasted for 3hrs+ we chat till 4:30am and we almost thought we gonna stay up till morning...coz no one wanna sleep at all~ lol. too bad the whole conversation is a secret..stupid biu goh made us promise not to tell anyone about this conversation...which made me and ah sim laugh ourselve till death~ XPP

let's just say, Biu Goh wants us to sleep over @ his place next month...he've got sth planned already!! I'm looking forward to the sleepover now...!!! hahaahahaaaa.... and of coz, since this is a secretive meeting...ah sim and biu goh's real identities will not be reveal in here....HAHAHAHA....Man~ last nite is the craziest night i had this year...I love you guys soo much!

Finally Updated!

Haven't update my *private* blog for awhile now, i'm getting lazier and lazier every single day...lolz! oh wellz, seriously, if you really wanna know what I'm up to, you should check out my Yahoo blog, coz that's the one that I spent most of my time with these days. Not that I dont liek this blog anymore, it's just that sometimes I'm too lazy to keep up with 2 blogs. same old lazy me. =)

i re-read my previous entry, and I did clear up my feelings these days. Some of my friends urge me to be more active in the process of "chasing" this guy, because he is tooo passive about EVERYTHING. But then, I think I won't be spending more time on him. And I do, have my reasons.

1st of all, I'm tired of making a fool of myself. 2nd, it's hard to keep up with someoen who hardly open up himself in front of anyone. I know myself too well that I know even if (and only if) we can make it at the end, I would spend a lot of time guessing what's on his mind..that's too much works in a relationship. He is not the type I want. Even I'm attracted by him now, I know I wouldn't make it with his super duper passive personality..I'll ended up hurting myself more. I have confidence that I can treat him as a friend but not someone that I should fall for. I still like him, but I dont want to like him anymore.

Sometimes I hate myself for being tooo rational. Maybe I need to find someone that can really make me lose my senses? lolz...

So, my conclusion is, I GIVE UP, the end.