Happy 20th Birthday~~~!! but then, somehow i don't feel like celebrating it. It's not those "I'm getting soo old" crappy reasons, it's just that...I'm not feeling the happiness in my birthday. For once in my life, I'm tired of hoping others will remember me. It's time for me to grow up.
Anyway la...One of the reason I dont think i can enjoy my birthday is that...I sorta pissed my bro off few days ago. I dunno..I'm tired of acting like a goodie goodie. I can't please anyone if I can't even please myself. Time to give myself a break. A break from EVERTHING.
BTW....thank you SGJ~ hee...I miss your voice soo much! And I can't believe we chat till 3 sth in the MORNING. We both realize that we're not 14 and 17 anymore...that's suck! haha....=) One sister down~! what about my other sis Alice? I miss her soo much. Ever since she left NY... I dont know..I just have this terrible terrible heart ache because of what she has to face in her life. Love BOTH sis soo much!! please take care of yourselves.
One thing that's pretty ironic is that...most of the people that I care about, doesnt really care about me. But people that I dont really give a shit...usually bugs me the most. lolz..
Yay! Happy birthday to myself~!
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
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hehe, happy birthday la~ you should change your entry... happy 18TH birthday~~! yup, you're turning 18 every year from now on... kekekeeee
aiya...not happy in your birthday? >.< but dont say that no one cares about u la.. we do gar.
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