Work Dou Din

This month has such crazy workloads that reminds me of my first couple of months in this company. I totally went crazy and gone insane with all those out-of-no-where meetings and different kind of errors and mistakes I made or other people made.

Cleaning after everyone (and my own) butts aren't fun at all. But the worst part is I don't even have time to double check my work before I send it out...So I just keep praying and hopes everything gonna be fine. But turns out sometimes it's hard to control, especially when I can be very clumsy under pressure. lol..

I really need someone to share my workload, I guess it's time to let go some of my accounts...Aww, I don't wanna let my babies go tho, I already passed my ugly first born (my first account) to my coworker...and she's dying now too. ahahahaa...But I guess they gave me too many babies, I can't take care everybody when they all want me at the same time...sigh... What should I do with them??? Maybe I should just leave them and starve them to death.... muahahaaaa...

Conclusion: I'm such a bad mother...lolz...

Nail Polish

I guess I'm super bored lately... Somehow I have the idea that nail polish belongs to summer time. hahaa I took out my "set" and did my nails last night. It was like years ago last time I did my nails, so last night turned out was a disasters. I picked this ocean blue color, it looked nice in the bottle. First my hand were shaken when I did my right hand...that's b/c I'm a righty person. and the color ended up uneven and not smooth enough..like it just ran through by a truck or sth. I let it lasted for one day, and I decided to take it off.

I hate to say it but the color doesn't look good at all. So, tonight, I did my nails again! This time I picked the purple color~! hohooo, it was nicely done, I'm soo proud of myself. No shaking hands, no uneven color, everything are smooth and it looked like nail salon quality (at least my left hand looks like it...my right hand is just okok..hahaa) love the result!!

I think I can show it off tmr again. haahahaa...Why am I soo into vanity now? ashame of myself! hahaaha...XD

Going Back

Lately lots of my friends are saying they gonna go back to HK/TW for good. When did NY became a hell to my friends? Why are they all leaving?? Some of them said Asia has higher opportunity for moving up the ladder, but I don't quite understand this concept of moving faster than you can actually handle.

I'm not jealous of them moving back, I'm just worry, after living in US for a long time, I know I could never survive in HK anymore. I'm too kind and slow (don't laugh..=P) for that city. Everything is about speed. You have to rush rush rush in order to get things done. OT culture is not a fun thing to adapt into. I'm already complaining OT too much in my company now, I wouldn't imagine myself in a HK office, working in the same field, but w/ a double pressure and work hours each week.

The only good thing for them to move back is, I finally have an excuse to go to HK and TW now. I gonna go visit all of them, once a year will be good enough for me. haha.. or else it will be too bored for me just go back to HK and "play"...coz basically I have no one there anymore.

Anyway, for those who are planning to go back, I wish you all the best, and please rent/buy a place with guest room or a big living room...so I can crash at your place when I go back to visit you. Hohooo...='')

PA Trip!

I went to PA last weekend to help out this TVB Singing Contest. It was quite fun actually, with TONS of gossips to share and get to meet Joe again. As a celebrity (well...less well-known?) he's very nice. We were making fun of each other and had lots of good time.

The contestants from this year were actually better than last year, quite unbelievable. Lots of "Black horses" too. This chubby guy was amazing! I never know that someone w/ that kind of body shape can dance like that..lol (in a good way~) haha... and he sang pretty well too!

After work , which is like..around 12am already, we went to eat our super late dinner, and Randy took us to sing K @ PA. Woww...Now I knwo I live in a very high tech city!! PA karaoke sucks big time! no decor, no new songs, no NOTHING! Oh, they do have something, the MICKEY THAT DOES NOT AFRAID OF PEOPLE! My goodness! they came and gone for a couple of times... scary!!

We sang till 3:30am and went bnack to hotel room, and I lived w/ these 2 guys and one girl. lol, The guys are amazingly noisy...I thought they said women loves to rapport, but I don't think that's the case. gee, they woke up soo early and start talking non-stop, I think for a sec, I wanna smack them both to stop them from saying anything....XD

Anyway~it was quite a fun trip! I guess the next function will be for the moon fest, can't wait for it to come! hohohoo..

New Format

Leadership team has been saying to re-structure the setting of each department lately, but for some reason, my department is the only dept that actually have the guts to say no to the new structure. It's not that we are super conservative and refusing to accept new ideas, but the new plan seems very off and unfair to my team.

I actually heard other department complaining about the new structure, so I asked "Why didn't you say something?" "It seems like they want it that way, what else can we say about this?" For the first time, I actually felt a bit disappointed to this coworker. I always looked up to him as a big brother of the office, and he always stands for what he believes in, I couldn't understand why he just gave up like this. Maybe the new setting doesn't affect them too much, that's why they can easily let it go.

We had a 2hr internal meeting, and try our best to come up with a solution, but it doesn't really help. I have a feeling that eventually we are all going to change to a enw format, so at the end, we just trying to improvised from the new setting.

Anyway, I totally forgot that the radio PA trip is this week. I'm not excited at all. It's just all about work work work...and some minor fun with the radio group. Boss is too cheap to pay for anything. Sometimes I wonder why am I still working for that bums.

Insecure Talk

After my daily routine in the morning (clean, brush, and breakfast), all of the sudden I wanna revisit my old blog. And as I was reading it through my entries, I missed the old days. I'm not saying it like I'm 100 years old and "I miss the good old days!", but it seems like impossible to go back.

Especially when friends are leaving the country for good, and when everybody is trying extremely hard for the goals, I asked myself, "What the heck am I doing here?" I wanna be a more goal-oriented person. But I always wonder, how do others know what they truely want in their life?

Ever since I start working in the advertising industry, from time to time, I'll ask myself, "if this is something that I can see myself doing it 10 years later?" I have no answer to this question. I doubt if anyone can answer this question right on the spot too. I mean this field is extremely fun , but how long can I last in the same place? Some might say maybe I like/want more challenges, that's why I don't wanna get stuck in one place. But the truth is, I don't like to jump around, I like to settle in one place once I'm sure that's what I want.

Anyway, I think it's just the insecure talk right now. I believe anyone have experienced that at least oncein their lives. Let me see how long can I survive in this industry first. Hohoo...

No feeling Right

I'm not feeling right...I'm supposed to finish up my works and go to sleep coz it's 11:30pm now...but i haven't read the case and don't even mention about the case report...I did nth for the whole day..I'm just stared into the blank...

Kept listening to Eason's new song from his new album..黑擇明...makes me think of a lot of stuff...dealing with some dark pasts... and it shouldn't be that way coz 黑擇明 is supposed to be a song that lift ppl up while they're down....lolz.......I have been thinking a lot about friends who I miss, and friends who I "missed"...I wonder how they doing in other places... Maybe that's because it's almost a year..that's why....

I always thought 2005 is the toughest year i had so far...all those memories I had..all those bad news...all those leavings...and i thought I can have a better year in 2006...but i forgot sth...that is..some memories will always haunt you while you're asleep...

Don't mind me...It's just a mood swing..I'll be fine.