No feeling Right

I'm not feeling right...I'm supposed to finish up my works and go to sleep coz it's 11:30pm now...but i haven't read the case and don't even mention about the case report...I did nth for the whole day..I'm just stared into the blank...

Kept listening to Eason's new song from his new album..黑擇明...makes me think of a lot of stuff...dealing with some dark pasts... and it shouldn't be that way coz 黑擇明 is supposed to be a song that lift ppl up while they're down....lolz.......I have been thinking a lot about friends who I miss, and friends who I "missed"...I wonder how they doing in other places... Maybe that's because it's almost a year..that's why....

I always thought 2005 is the toughest year i had so far...all those memories I had..all those bad news...all those leavings...and i thought I can have a better year in 2006...but i forgot sth...that is..some memories will always haunt you while you're asleep...

Don't mind me...It's just a mood swing..I'll be fine.

I didnt give up...

i didnt give up this blog...i'm just lazy to update..that's all. Plus, i got soo attracted to yahoo blog that sometimes I 'm just lazy....hahaahaa....XD

i didnt give up on "him"...because I decided to make it clear with him before school ends..I thought about it over and over again...whenever i made up my mind to leave him alone, ended up i couldn't because he is opening up himself to me little by little...and i think that's something I've always hope for.

People who met him before said he's too cool, or not very socialize...but then...even though i agreed what they said about him, that's how he treat ppl that he doesn't know...and he didnt do that to me. he talks to me, he smiles during our conversation... I think i've achieved the mission impossible already. Hence, I've decided to tell him what i think. even if he doesnt like me (well~ there's a big BIG fat chance that he doesnt...~_~"") , I'm still glad that I have him as my friend. ^^

Anyway..I'm done with my monthly update now...lolz..
pray for me...